♥ Monday, November 3, 2008
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Yesterday
Slept at 6pm, got up at 10pm as I'm hungry. Called Priscilla, and she's a kind soul to accompany for meal. Ate at Fajar, slack with her and friends. Home around 12 and I went to bed.
Woke up by Sweet's call, and I thought she's home. Quickly get up and got online, but she's still outside.. So bored now that I came to blog. Sweet is napping. Should I dye my hair? Hmms.
I miss you, and I want you here beside me, badly! :( Did you love me from the start? I hate to think that you're there, but in fact you're not. I hate how all this hurts, I hate the way I kept thinking of you, I hate it when I goes shopping, and I wanted to buy stuffs for you, I hate the fact that I love you so much, I hate crying for you. I hate you, but I hate myself more. I'm the one who brought all this miseries upon myself. I hate it that I believed you when I can choose not to. You promised, but you broke it. Can you come back to me? I want you back. I want you to look me in the eyes like how you always did, make me smile when I was about to cry. I regretted that I kept thinking of E when I'm with you. Now that you're gone, you're the one I thought of, always. Your hugs were so warm and I felt happy in your embrace. Your kisses were so sweet that I can still taste them now. I longed for your everything, but you will never return. All I can do is, wait. And thought about the short times we had. You made me so happy before, that I never knew things would turn out this way. I wish to forget, but I don't want to. I want to wait, but it's so hurting. I love you, pw.
3:39 PM Sylvia Finished her line
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