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Friends will be there
Sweet, i love you. Thanks for all the advice you've given me along some parts of my life. They're important as it helps me loads. I'll be strong, I'll be brave.


Before I end this relationship, I've think thru alot. I know there'll be some regrets & unbearable feelings. I can only apologise if I hurt you. If I didn't end it, you'll end up being more hurt than now. Really. Take good care. I know you can be happy without me :)
7:25 AM Sylvia Finished her line

I'm sorry, it ended.
I've endured it for so long, & now, I let it go. Maybe I'm insane, maybe I'm crazy. But my tears can't stop rolling down, I can't control them.
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Currently in school, can you see the word? SCHOOL! Why did I went today, I had no idea? Celebrated Vince's birthday ytd with a strawberry chessecake, hah. Wishing you a happy belated birthday to you here, & also happy birthday to Yuan Mei today :) May all your wishes come true ah!


Overnight @ mac the whole night till morning, with sweet. Ate breakfast there toos :) Baby promised to sent me to school, but hearing that he's so freak tired, I decided to let him stay at home to rest. Cabbed to school quite late. Reached & was caught for not attending school for a month.. Luckily there's no punishment, except that DM asked me to attend school for this week.. Sighs, can I? There's no family or whatever problems that are obstructing me from going school, I just don't wish to go. & I also know that my future will be ruined. But really, there's no reason why I didn't want to go, just really simple that I don't want to go LOR. Ytd went Lot One with mummy, she bought me a pair of shoes :) Nothing much to update, just craps, lol. Byebye earthylings
11:38 AM Sylvia Finished her line

Sickening, & it really is..
Have the mood to rant, so shall do it, in case my laziness stop me from posting for a few days, hehs. It's freak sickening that my mum doesn't allow me to overnight outside :( I know I complained before, but I really felt very fcuked up over her paranoid behaviour. Being sixteen, I should have known who is bad & who's good. But she had never trusted my judgement of friends, which makes me upset every weekend :( Always when the clock strikes twelve, she would message me, asking me to go home immediately. Sighs, when can I not being considered a kid to you? Forget it..


I forgot to mentioned that baby is so cute ytd. He cycled me home & halfway he's tired. Hence, he got up & pushed the bicycle while running along. Upon reaching, he asked if I'm happy when he did this, hehs. Of course happy lah! First time ley. & today we quarrelled, he automatically apologised & said he's very sorry for his fcuk attitude. I know I'm being lame, lols. But it's quite rare to me that he'll behave this way :)
1:41 AM Sylvia Finished her line

Love is something to endure
As usual, slack around everyday. Yesterday night was a torture for me. Can't get to sleep, because of headache & stomache. I don't know the reason why, the headaches & stomaches had been going on for days, but they still hasn't go away :(


Freak late for lion dance today ._. It's 4.30pm now.. Should I still go, or should not go? _!_ Freals, I feel like going, but it's like a waste of $.. A few days back, went Shuling's bf hse to visit her & their baby :) It's very small can, cute little thing!
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Laziness is taking over me :\ Lol. There's nothing much to update, :X Ytd went lion dance outing, was so tired. Though that I'll fall asleep immediately after reaching home, instead I continued watching Fated To Love You. Lol. So freak nice & touching :)


BF lied to me :( He said he'll come over & meet me at 10am, now already 3pm! Always say no action.. Sucksss! Freak angry over him can. When want do things that I don't approve of, then will promise me things to succeed his own way. When done his thing, forget about the promise. So what the fcuk :\ GRRR
2:57 PM Sylvia Finished her line

Big Game
Everyone has different roles in their life, each are unique & ineteresting. We should face whatever that comes our way with optimistic view, right? :) Though times may be hard for some, still, life has to go on. Instead of living with the negative side, we can turn & face it with brighter smile.


Some random topic, as I'm superb bored. Watching tv with BF now. Early morning went BF house again, hahaha. Sweet went out to meet friends today :( Haven't been attending school since it opens ._. Lols. Saw Isabelle & Vanessa outside their school when I'm on the way home :) Long since I last hang out with them.. Shall end here now, bbbb.
5:22 PM Sylvia Finished her line

When school starts, my boring life routine also starts. It simply sucks to the core, ok? ._. Didn't attend school from monday till today, lols. Went BF's house in the morning as he went to school. Played PS2 all the way till he came back ._. Play till going crazy, lols. Ate & walked to my house. Mummy cooked soup, don't feel like drinking, but it's a must to drink lors.. Nothing to update, no happenings in my life, lols..

Ytd, Sweet upset me so much :( Shall not mention it yea, I'll put whatever grudges behind that's between us :) I wanna cut my hair, sick & tired of it, lols :D

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INTERESTING!
A long & tiring day. Woke up around eleven am & cabbed to Kallang with BF, Sweet & Jianwei. Lion dance outing at Marina Square, ' NBA MADNESS '. Cool ok, a new player that started last year in the basketball team ' Wizards ', was there, named ' Nick Young ' :D His very tall ok ok, don't play play! Saw a small exhibition of the size of some players hands & feet ._. Damn huge can? Had some dance performance from Orleando Magic Dance. Superbly nice! Like damn friendly, kept waving their hands to audience. When the lions Pluck The Green ( Cai Qing ), their object is a basketball. The coolest part, the lion picks up the basketball & throws to Nick Young, he caught it & SLAM DUNKED! :) So lovely ok. Suppose everyone will get a NBA Madness Adidas shirt, but they gave us a few piece ._. But I managed to get one :) Shall share it with BF.


Back to Kallang slacked till around eleven pm & cabbed home :) Seldom ton now a days, heh hehs. I'm gonna wake up real early tomorrow morning, shall sleep now. LOOK AT THE TIME! 2.39am! :( Will be freak tired tomorrow :( Double up my disappointment, school is starting again on Monday, so freak fast! I didn't even enjoyed for a day.. Sighs, so upset :'( Alrights, nights earthlings. Kisskiss :D
1:39 AM Sylvia Finished her line

English paper today. Quite difficult. Many people mistaken the letter writing for reports :\ Bf didn't send me to school today! Fcuk. But he did fetch me from school :) Going to prepare soon, heading down to town, watch Ngee Ann Lion dance competion. Hopes sweet will wake up from her sleep soon :\ I've dark eye circles now! :( Zhenghao wakes me up today, thanks loads! Without zhanghao & sweet calling me to wake for school, I might miss my exams. Endless thanks :) Will update if I've sufficient time tonight. Byebye
3:57 PM Sylvia Finished her line

Sweet woke me up again today :) Loves Sweet! Prepared & bused to school. Now then I know, N levels listening comprehension are broadcasted on radio stations. Lols. Finished my lc, walked to greenridge with Andrew & co, studied there till it's time to walk to school. I hate bf today oks! He said he'll send me to school. In the end, never. Then he said he'll fetch me outside school at 8.30. In the end, never. Called him awake, & he says he'll be coming right over. In the end, 12pm then reach greenridge! So atrocious :\ Forget it. Today's social studies paper was not so ok :( Sri Lanka didn't came out as Structured essay, instead it came out on Source based. I bet many people were so disappointed :( Lucky I studied on other chapters. But write half half only, die :( Finished exams, settled some matters & bused home :) Home is the best, so comfy :D Alright, shall take a rest from the computer now. Bye earthlings


Spongy is great today. He helped me carried my bag & gave me 5sticks of cig, but I gave it to bf :) Hehe. Loves
8:26 PM Sylvia Finished her line

Yesterday
Cabed to Sweet's place. Chatted & played computer. Went greenridge & shared kfc. Bought a lovely lighter :D It's nice & have red and blue lights when being lighted. Pizza Hut with mummy for dinner, yums :) Then, proceed to Sweet's place again. Watched vcd, very nice, but I'm not sure about the title :\


Today woke up freak early, Sweet stayed up the whole night just to make sure I wakes up on time today! :D I love you sweet! N'level Chinese paper was quite alright :) After the papers, consulted Social Studies teacher on some matters, & also took loads of notes :) Bused home & haven't study since..


Oh, so some lame kid commented on my bf's life. *Rolls on the floor. Lols. Don't make everyone laugh can? Why don't you go around commenting everyone who has gone on the show? Is everything about you perfect? Don't you have any flaws? Nameless freak, piss me off. You're someone I know, right? Lols. Be careful then :)
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