♥ Sunday, March 30, 2008
omg~ one week absent from school, lol ._.
F&N practical exam is coming, coursework got to hand up real soon
N levels are approaching, all i did was nth ..
if i fail this major exam, how am i going to fufil my dreams
make me wake up cans? i just simply can't forgo my beauty sleep,
th moments with baby, audition & almost everythg except studies !
fcuk me __
i don't want to lead a black&white life
i want it to be colourful ..
anythg tht can motivate me to study ? none i suppose
dearest, dont disappoint me anymre, please
im afraid i can't tolerate it one day
let us lead a much happier life
hopefully aft your probation, you wont bcme anotha person
baby i love you, & i hope you too (:
♥ complete F&N coursework bfore practical exam
♥ attend school for at least four times a week
♥ save my money for baby's brithday present
♥ make time for studies
♥ find a tutor for my weak subjects
9:27 PM Sylvia Finished her line
♥ Sunday, March 23, 2008
pictures was so Real, reality was so Fake. everythg is gng th wrong way. fading to th maximum i guess. mayb just, i'm really not meant for you. you're always bside me, but you always seems so far away, beyond my reach. your importance, no longer me. whenever i needed you, you're no where to be found. how am i suppose to feel secure? how can i trust my happiness to you? i simply have no idea on wht step to take. i'm afraid of regretting my choice. it's just so difficult, difficult to play th role of being your girlfriend. you are so hard to satisfy, yet you want me to give in. Nothing i do seems to please your needs. I'm simple so fcuked up by your nonsense & empty promises. put yourself in my Shoes, will you? i'm always on th bottom of your priority. i Hate how you're treating me.
4:54 PM Sylvia Finished her line
♥ Friday, March 21, 2008
No longer will we be living our lives tgt, it's never th same agn
& it's not there anymre
i don't want say goodbye so soon, i didn't knw i'll give up so fast. staying strong, how can I? You've changed to smeone, i don't even think i knws. It'll be so painful, leaving you at such a time. but if we continue, will I be Loved like th past? No. my Tears are dried, it's never going to shed a single tear for you again i guess. i really don'w knw wht to do. Really, i'm Sick of being tolerant of your everythg. you never spared a thought for me. now, you even goes against me. probably to you, i'm just over sensitive. but have it ever occured to you, why i behaves this way? Forever, you won't try to put yourself in my shoes. why am i Suppose to give in? you don't even give a fcuking care about my presence, why should I? i don't knw if your intentions are bad or good, but i just can't feel secured being with you now. it's like any second, you're going to leave me or just goes against me. wht do you really want me to do? give you all th freedom you want, & let you stray away like th past? if you really wanted things to turn out this way, i can't do Anythg to it. it's your Choice. i've alr Doned everythg tht i can do or even can't do. Wht else do You expect me to do? do you want me to be your Slave? my questions, will go unanswered for who knows how long. i Hate everythg now. th things tht used to be ain't th same anymre. you said i changed, but you don't know tht you are th one who have changed. you ask me to change, i change. forever, i can't satisfy your needs. you even says i'm Irritating. whtever you do now, you don't care if i approve of it. i'm your girlfriend, Not her substitute or whtever it may be.
wake up can?
i'm halfway leaving, yet you're still unaffected
probably, we're meant this way
12:34 PM Sylvia Finished her line
♥ Wednesday, March 19, 2008
it's boring every single day lors
school start alr, boredom times two!
& today is a darn busy day
aft sch raining, baby fetch me with an umbrella :D loves
thn bus-ed to mcys for reporting &&& i dunnid to call her every night alr (:
thn rushed back agn for pianoooo
i think im deproving instead of improving luhs .__.
hopefully, i'll not be lazy to wake up to school everyday
i don't want to miz any precious lessons
N levels is coming nearer & nearer,
hope everyone will get their desired grades (:
alrights, love everyone :D
7:33 PM Sylvia Finished her line
♥ Sunday, March 16, 2008
ohkays, i think this is gonna be a long post D:
{ 13 March 2008, Thursday }
woke up by brendon's call at early 7am
rest till 8am thn go prepare :D
meet up baby at hse dwnstairs, thn walked to 406 meet sweetheart & her bf
reach-ed plaza & saw them alr
ate breakfast at LJS
bought bubbles with shihui laopok :D
we like small kid lors, blowing bubbles
brendon stack cute blow th bubbles in LJS & at th MRT .__.
reach-ed pasir ris, rained heavily ):
shopp-ed around at white sands, played arcade
rain getting smaller, thn we bus-ed to dwntown
2 kind ppl gave us 2 complimentary tickets to escape
thn me & shihui got in free
we waited for th rain to stop & only managed to play 3rides
as it started to rain agn whn we Q for th go-cart .__.
played th indoor games, won a small pooh
laopok & brendon won two soft toys
evening, went back panjang
ate ' zhu chao ' , yums :D
thn went to 253, jess women & yuanmei laopo bought cake for me :D
thanks you (: loves
they sang birthday song & i made a wish
stupid cans, they ask me take out th candle, & they keep pushing my head into it!
but was fun overall (:
{ Today's post }
i rebonded my fringe & cut it (:
sweetheart's bf paid for it as my birthday present
shihui laopok bought grey sknny for me.
thanks all (: loves :D
sighhhs, enough of th happy posting
today is a Gloomy day
everyone seems so dwn, or is it only me?
baby's head always wanting lion dance & lion dance
today was supposed to go down kallang Agains
but didn't go bcos very little ppl
thn, says he want train at here .__.
sighs, now baby got probation alr like tht,
if end probation alr thn how?
everyday neglect me alr lorhs, D:
whn can i be impt to you?
whn can you stop giving me those irritating voices?
whn can you stop your lion dances?
you alr said it's just a hobby,
but you're taking it as mre than a hobby
always lion dance & lion dance
gng out with me seems like an almost impossible task
do you treat me as your girlfriend? or a part-time girlfriend?
i really wish you would treat me real,
or am i really tht stupid to believe your sweet nothings?
tell me wht to do, i hate to be in this state
get me out of here, it simply Sucks like Hell
i'm suffering, you're enjoying
does it makes you elated to see me like a fool ?
i hope i didn't had enough,
if i had, i can't believe wht else i can do
2:28 PM Sylvia Finished her line
♥ Thursday, March 13, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YANTING BAGEH! :D
yays! finally im sixteen :D
baby is th first to send me birthday msg,
followed by yanying bageh, thn sweetheart & her bf. LOLS
hopefully my celebration will turn out well (:
loves everyone!
& happy birthday to me agns :D
12:04 AM Sylvia Finished her line
♥ Tuesday, March 11, 2008
FINALLY! My pictures (:
Today, didn't went for biology remedial ._.
& baby didn't went to school toos, naughty uhs, piacks!
baby came to my hse at 11am
thn we used com, after tht,
bought lunch & eat
meet sweetheart & her bf around 3pm, it's Raining heavily
thus, slack-ed at my hse
5plus, went dwn to fajar eat dinner,
bfor tht while waiting th guys to secure their bicycles,
i played with th umbrella, & I SPOILED IT -.-
after dinner, went shopping around fajar,
although nth to shop, but we always buy plenty of rubbish :D
bought lights for th bicycle & sme sweets
cycle around segar, at zhenghua cc bought drinks
thn rode to bangkit
th slope is damn tiring for th guys
hence, they make a scary decision,
they went up a carpark slope,
thn go dwn th narrow road
OMF! damn scary ohkays!
bfor gng dwn, baby told me tht he try 10times, 9times fail .___.
thn he asked me if i love him, i said yes,
thn off we goes, dwn th slope
scary, but fun uhs. LOL
at bangkit, we walk around, looking for coloured light bulbs
but didn't manage to find any
thn smk-ed & baby went hme
we chiong-ed to fajar, as im late for hme ._.
reached hme, & i found-ed out tht sweetheart & her bf didn't gave me th lock
-.- i called her, act clever don't want answer,
she reach-ed hme thn call me back
thn not long ago cme my hse give me, Lol
planning whr to go tmr?
OHYAHS! & my birthday is just two days away!
wht & whr should i go ?
i really have no idea?!
tell me tell me
byebye, im gng audi-ing :D
sweetheart & my baby are my love! ilovethem
10:11 PM Sylvia Finished her line
♥ Monday, March 10, 2008
wrahs, no photos, all with sweetheart ! lol
{ Yesterday }
didn't went to bugis to see my WUZUN ! OMG
fcuk .___.
but managed to meet cherry
both bicycle spoil, so bus-ed to cherry's hse
miz-ed her so much mans
thn go & repair th bicycles
rode around agains
sent baby hme at 8plus
thn lompang sweetheart to fajar
buang-ed at th carpartk cause of a fcuking cab driver __
{ today }
baby's lesson was cancelled
thn i continued to slp till two thirty .___.
woke up by my mama
ate porridge, thn went dwnstairs to meet baby
fcuk him mans, dont want cme up help me take th bicycle !
wait-ed for sweetheart cme over my hse dwnstairs
thn did smethng, wahahahas :X
rode to sweetheart hse with her bf & baby
slack-ed thr thn rode around agns. LOL
tmr got remedial siahs, fcuk-ed
can't have my beauty sleep mans
oh nvm, baby running frm school at 12pm
yay!
ohkays, tht's all :D
i love emsonchenenxiang
10:12 PM Sylvia Finished her line
♥ Saturday, March 8, 2008
im sososo lazy to update th blog :X
unless i have smethg impt, im angry or upset thn have th mood to post. LOL
ytd night quarrelled with baby agn .___.
well, he's damn unreasonable ohkays, im so fcuked up (!)
all bcos of th liondance matters, im mre impt or liondance?
make up your mind haobuhao?
woke up around 12, straight away switch on th com played audi
thn went to prepare meet sixian at hse dwnstairs & bus-ed to ten mile lanshop,
saw isabelle aiai :D i miss you loads ^^
thn waited for them to finish their last game of pool,
thn bus-ed to kallang lorhs fcuking damn hot ohkays?!
whn alight th bus, at bukit timah thr, damn many monkeys lahs!
at first, they're not running around.
thn a couple holding a packet of food ( not meant for th monkeys )
thn all th monkeys chase aft them, & they're just infront of me
im so scared till i kept shouting, kevin & boris didn't hear me .___.
thn youzhen came back & save me frm th monkeys, claps :D
reached kallang, smk-ed & rest inhaling th cooling air,
as th bus is dman stuffy & hot ohkay
reached thr very late, doing nth much cab-ed hme at around 8
tmr tmr tmr ! gng dwn to bugis see my IDOL :D:D:D
omg ~ WU ZUN leys
im gonna faint ._______.
( tmr )in th morning, gng meet sweeheart, her bf & baby first.
thn head to dunnoe whr meet cherry deary :D:D:D
it's been don't know how many years didn't saw her alr lahs
i miss her damn much i
m really looking forward to tmr, hope all things goes smoothly for me uhs .___.
im crapping, LOL .____.
9:38 PM Sylvia Finished her line
♥ Friday, March 7, 2008
today, is th forth day tht i didn't attend school -.-
meet up with baby early in th morning & im half aslp .___.
ate breakfast at fajar, thn went to slack, jiu go lanshop
damn lag okays, but im mre at ease using th com thr, dunnoe why, lols
around one pm, bus-ed to greenridge,
bought things, not too many, & it cost me ten bucks .__.
bought cig, met sweetheart, thn went up her hse
cooked maggie mee thn sing-ed many songs, till sore throat now. Lols
evening, baby lompang me around zhenghua, while jiajun lompang sweetheart
we had so much fun.
firstly, cycled to blk 405 pump th fcuking wheel -.-
thn cyced all over zhenghua
went fajar around 8, sweetheart go eat thn baby sent me hme
oh shits, im addicted to audi agns .__.
oh well, im addicted to it all along :D it's fun okays
changed guild & i want to buy many stuffs
sunday will probably be gngg bugis to see WU ZUN,
he's gorgeous okays! omg, im gonna see him, i dun care :X
tmr gng kallang for training as usual .__.
shall end here
i loves sweetheart loads :D
8:59 PM Sylvia Finished her line
♥ Saturday, March 1, 2008
everythg do change, and i hate it so fcuking muchall on my mind now, are th things im not supposed to be thinking
im feeling tired of all these quarrels, fights & misunderstandings
giving up, i really wished to, just tht i dont have th heart to do it
i wanted to be brave, but it's too hurtful
it may be mre hurtful than your lies, your hurts, your neglectness
how i hate to be in this state
i thought you would be th one, th endless one
mayb im wrong, im not at all your priority
i felt like a part time girlfriend
i felt like im just an extra in your life
numbing myself, how i hope so
but it's so hard doing things against you
how am i gng to clear myself from this mess
i really want to give up, this road is difficult to walk,
though you're my bf, i thought you'll be walking this road tgt with me
but now i realised, im actually walking all alone
probably i need someone else, not you
it's such a dilemma- I HATE IT
fcuk this love, im stressed
since you want things your own way, wht can i do?
i want you to be with me,
but why does it seems so difficult
fcuk fcuk fcuk
im hurt, seriously.
yet you are enjoying yourself,
happily without me
it seems my presence is annoying
mayb, i should just leave
let you have your way
thn mayb, you'll be happier
9:26 PM Sylvia Finished her line
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