♥ Wednesday, October 8, 2008
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Ok. I started work today. It's like in hell suffering. I didn't sleep yesterday night & went straight for work today! I can't smoke unless during my half hour dinner time, I can't sit because I have to do things all the time. Now, the whole of my body aches like crazy. Friends don't want accompany me for dinner, fcuk. Hate you all :( Boss gave me leave for tomorrow, because they said I'm like a walking zombie. Which myself thinks too. I can't walk properly because of the long hours I stood at the shop, also, my face looks dead when I didn't have enough sleep.
Sighs. You seems to fade further away from me now. I can't even reach you, lest your heart. You had an accident yesterday, & you made me worried throughout the whole night. How irresponsible can you get? Don't you know I'll be worried sick? Why you're not the one who tells me about your situation, why must people come tell me then I know? Am I really that dumb to you? I admit I'm dumb, but you shouldn't take advantage. You said you'll be guiding me. Guide what now? Guide me to hell? I'm really going crazy.
10:53 PM Sylvia Finished her line