♥ Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Seriously, i want to get a job real soonI'm in need of $ badly ):
rotting life is taking over me,
i have t re-set all my slping time!
so tht i'll b able t go t sch without any grumpiness!
anyone have any job just give me a call alrights? (:
you knw i hate you telling me lies, i've alr knw evrythg abt it, yet you still go on lying when i've exposed you. how can you be so thick-skinned? have you ever ever ever spared a fcuking thought for me? i'm alr fading so far away, yet you don't even knw! you don't knw, bcos you thought i would nvr leave you no matter hw you treat me, right? i hope you're right, if you're wrong, i scared i might not give this relationship any chance anymre. GET IT?! if you still don't get my meaning, you can simply fcuk off, i had enough really. i had enough of your lies & lies & lies. forever it's just lies, & you like seeing me like a fool right? i'll just let myself be a fool a few mre times, & it's gonna be over i guess. reflect over yourself, don't say it's me. i've been tolerating ur lies evry single living day. you think i like playing this role? i love you, tht's th only reason i'm being a fool, a toy, a puppet. but, why should i be so stupid when you can just ignore my presence when you don't need my accompany?
ytd, you din even realised my emptiness, my quietness & my weirdness. so, it means tht you don't give a damn abt me, am i right? i felt so fcuking hurt tht my presence is being neglected. i wished, i seriously wished i have th BIG courage to leave you with ease. i don't wish to leave with teared eyes. i want to leave happily, with a smile on my face..
1:53 PM Sylvia Finished her line
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