♥ Friday, March 21, 2008
No longer will we be living our lives tgt, it's never th same agn
& it's not there anymre
i don't want say goodbye so soon, i didn't knw i'll give up so fast. staying strong, how can I? You've changed to smeone, i don't even think i knws. It'll be so painful, leaving you at such a time. but if we continue, will I be Loved like th past? No. my Tears are dried, it's never going to shed a single tear for you again i guess. i really don'w knw wht to do. Really, i'm Sick of being tolerant of your everythg. you never spared a thought for me. now, you even goes against me. probably to you, i'm just over sensitive. but have it ever occured to you, why i behaves this way? Forever, you won't try to put yourself in my shoes. why am i Suppose to give in? you don't even give a fcuking care about my presence, why should I? i don't knw if your intentions are bad or good, but i just can't feel secured being with you now. it's like any second, you're going to leave me or just goes against me. wht do you really want me to do? give you all th freedom you want, & let you stray away like th past? if you really wanted things to turn out this way, i can't do Anythg to it. it's your Choice. i've alr Doned everythg tht i can do or even can't do. Wht else do You expect me to do? do you want me to be your Slave? my questions, will go unanswered for who knows how long. i Hate everythg now. th things tht used to be ain't th same anymre. you said i changed, but you don't know tht you are th one who have changed. you ask me to change, i change. forever, i can't satisfy your needs. you even says i'm Irritating. whtever you do now, you don't care if i approve of it. i'm your girlfriend, Not her substitute or whtever it may be.
wake up can?
i'm halfway leaving, yet you're still unaffected
probably, we're meant this way
12:34 PM Sylvia Finished her line
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