♥ Saturday, March 1, 2008
everythg do change, and i hate it so fcuking muchall on my mind now, are th things im not supposed to be thinking
im feeling tired of all these quarrels, fights & misunderstandings
giving up, i really wished to, just tht i dont have th heart to do it
i wanted to be brave, but it's too hurtful
it may be mre hurtful than your lies, your hurts, your neglectness
how i hate to be in this state
i thought you would be th one, th endless one
mayb im wrong, im not at all your priority
i felt like a part time girlfriend
i felt like im just an extra in your life
numbing myself, how i hope so
but it's so hard doing things against you
how am i gng to clear myself from this mess
i really want to give up, this road is difficult to walk,
though you're my bf, i thought you'll be walking this road tgt with me
but now i realised, im actually walking all alone
probably i need someone else, not you
it's such a dilemma- I HATE IT
fcuk this love, im stressed
since you want things your own way, wht can i do?
i want you to be with me,
but why does it seems so difficult
fcuk fcuk fcuk
im hurt, seriously.
yet you are enjoying yourself,
happily without me
it seems my presence is annoying
mayb, i should just leave
let you have your way
thn mayb, you'll be happier
9:26 PM Sylvia Finished her line
♥ 22JUNE2006 0102am 
